I have not done this for awhile, but as I was spending time with the Lord this morning, I felt I needed to. Yesterday I had a connect group and some conversations that got me thinking. Also I was baptized on Sunday and since then my testimony has been heavy on my heart. It is amazing how you can go have a conversation with someone in the faith and walk away with a new boldness to step into the will of God.
Right now, I have some one on my heart that is pulling away from God. It is disheartening to watch as it happens and not be able to do anything about it. I am learning right now that I just have to step back and let God be God. Which can be so hard sometimes. OK, a lot of the time. Me trying to play God is just me saying, "God, I don't trust you."
In this connect group, we are talking about what it looks like to be a follower of Jesus. A lot of it, is obedience when He asks something of you. When He asks you to let go of something. Right now, it is costing me something, but I know Jesus has already gone into our tomorrow and next few years and this choice is going to be more beneficial than I could ever possibly imagine. I have faith in that.
My Testimony is a long one. Over a ten year stretch of me saying I believed but not actually believing. I was still doing a lot of things that I was supposed to die to. But the Holy Spirit was there in me....convicting me the entire time. It just took me a long time to yield to Him. It is a testimony of God's faithfulness. God's faithfulness to keep His promises.
Ephesians 1:13 In whom ye also trusted, after that ye heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation; in whom also after that ye believed, ye were sealed with the Holy Spirit of promise.
Psalm 139:8 If I ascend up into heaven, thou are there; if I make my bed in hell, behold thou are there.
Deuteronomy 31:6 Be strong, and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them, for the Lord thy God, he it is that doth go with thee, He will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.
Matthew 18:12 How think ye? if a man has a hundred sheep, and one of them gone astray, doth he not leave the ninety nine, and goeth into the mountains and seeketh that which is gone astray?
As I was praying today, I had God speaking into my Spirit all of these things. Then He was giving me confirmation through my sister in Christ in text messages. Our God is so good. He works on our behalf, ALWAYS to glorify Him.
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